I Wander… (wonder)

At times I feel myself pull with my thoughts; aimlessly wandering.
Wondering sometimes how this all began.
Such a phenomenon.
For miles just steady pacing, pondering.

Not even necessarily for understanding, but honestly for enjoyment.
Similar to afterlife contemplations, the beauty with energy; you can’t destroy it.

I know whatever it is, the next transition brings a similar feel, that of a roller coaster for me: I don’t necessarily like the rides or heights, but the embracing of “here we go” and surrendering to the thrill of it all.